Song of the day

The song I chose for today is Save You by Emilie Autumn. I chose this song because I can identify with what she says when it comes to the people around me. I think of the problems my friends have, both caused by me and not, and I feel as though I need to save and protect everyone around me. And I cant make them leave, for both our sakes.

Back on track

So it's been a few days again. Alyce has boy issues. Between one of our best friends and another guy. I hope she goes for our best friend. Of course, I'm biased. And Michael has started his own blog. He is going to be putting little snippets of a story on. I personally think it's good once you get into the story part. And I am getting back on track with magick. It's hard when my parents are around. My mom, because she is against it because of an ill-informed one time experience. My dad, because he is one of those, witches-are-not-good sort of Christians. I still love him, but it kinda hurts that he doesn't trust me.
Also, my mom and brother are gone for the weekend, so it's just me and my uncle. I think this weekend I'm going to be working on my own stories and witchy stuff. My uncle is actually okay with it all, because my grandma (his mom) was one. And from the sounds of it, she was very good and powerful. I've felt closer to her, but I never really knew her when she was alive. It hurts my heart to think of it.
Next in news, I will be adding another portion onto this blog, where once a week, I will add sections of stories/novels I am writing. I ask that you tell me what you think about them.

Random fact time! Contrary to popular belief, I ACTUALLY HAVE READERS!! ...Well, I didn't know that!

~~Blessed Be~~

May 22, 2011

Sorry I haven't blogged to you, my avid non-existant readers.Not much has happened. I didn't blog thursday mostly due to the fact that I really had nothing to say. And friday, I didn't get home till about 10 o'clock and I spent close to an hour with my dad. My dad had come home earlier that day at about 3. He's gone back, and I nearly cried. I hate watching him leave.
My mom is supposed to be back tomorrow at 6:00. I'm not looking forward to it AT ALL. But I really have no power when it comes to it.

That's all I have to say today.

~~Blessed Be~~

May 18, 2011

For some unknown reason I've been a little out of it. I've been edgy all day and all more tense than I have reason to be.  I guess only time will tell why.
This is something strange. I'm either letting the world know me and my thoughts, or nobody at all. And I don't mind. I think that at some point sombody will find it. And maybe it will happen to help them. I hope it does someday.
Another thing about my parents is that my mom "hates" and therefore avoids my dad as much as she can. And so every other weekend, when my dad comes home, she goes off to Ottawa. This up coming weekend is one of those weekends.

Time for random facts!!! My DEEPEST fear is to die young and alone. Yeah, I know. Deep.

~~Blessed Be~~

May 17, 2011

Today has been a little worse and a little better. Worse in the fact that for the last half of the day, I've had a huge headache and Catharine is not having an easy time. And Alyce isn't in the best shape. Better in the fact that I'm not completely stressed.
Lately I've had more stress than usual as my parents are getting a divorce and I'm having to take care of my younger brother. One of the few good things coming out of this, it that the two of us have become closer.
I have also been working on my speech, meaning I've been trying not to swear. The reason? Because it's not good for me in any way. I find it causes anger and is really a useless sentiment. Plus, add the threefold rule of, what you put out you will receive times three. It goes for everything we do, good and bad. Therefore, I am working on not swearing.

RANDOM FACT TIME!!! I fear being alone in the dark. Not because I'm scared of the dark but because I fear what may be lurking within the shadows.

~~Blessed be~~

Song of the Day

The song of the day is The Trial of Lancelot by Heather Dale.

I love the legend of Arthur and Lancelot and Guinevere. In the movie, The Mists of Avalon, Morgaine is portrayed as a good, but confused follower of the Goddess. This is my favorite portrayal of her. I also believe it to be the most accurate.

Now that this has gotten very far of topic, I will leave you, my viewers (all 2 of you, if that) with that.

May 16, 2011

Life is going on as normal. There are complications when it comes to Catharine's boyfriend. Both Alyce and I have agreed that we need to intervene and show Catharine the truth. Don't get me wrong, Michael is a nice guy, but a little bit... misguided.
Then, I am extremely tired. I can't sleep properly at night unless I take Melatonin pills. So then I come home and sleep... my mother didn't wake me up. So I slept until eight pm. I'm just hoping that I'll be able to fall asleep in an hour or so.
This Friday, I am going to see POTC4. I AM SO EXCITED!!! I'm ging with Catharine, Micheal, and another guy, Deven.
And now for "random facts about meeeeee..." And today it is... drum roll please... I want to travel all over the world. that may not be big news to you, I mean, who doesn't want to when they're young? Well for me, it's more about going back to where I come from.
Well, that's all the news for to day.

~~Blessed Be~~

Song of the Day

The song of the day today is Shine Love by Laura Powers.

I chose this song because it makes me feel all warm and mushy inside. It also reminds me that I am not alone, no matter how much I may feel isolated and/or miserable. There is a new day coming tomorrow.

Quote of the Day

See beyond the moment. Think beyond the day. Hear the word, my voice will not be cast away.  ~~Emilie Autumn.

Quote of the Day

Sometimes, struggles are exactly what we need out in life. If we were to go through our life without any obsacles, we would be crippled. We would not be as strong as what we could have been. Give every opportunity a chance, leave no room for regrets.  ~~Authour Unknown

May 15, 2011

As this is my first blog, I will tell you who I am and what has happend up till now. I am Katy, from a city of approximately 165,000 people. I have many hopes for my future and that of my friends, Alyce and Catharine (all names accept mine are changed). In grade nine, my best friend Alyce told me she was psychic. I am sure you can imagine my shock. So I went home and looked for information. I stumbled across the "Goddess Chant". I didn't think much of it and showed it to Alyce the next day. She smiled and told me it was wiccan. That was two years ago. Ever since then, we have been witches. And it has only become more complicated and cluttered. Since then many people have joined and left our group. At the same time, we have been dealing with illness, both physical and emotional, and past lives. It seems that in each of our past lives we have not known a true peace. Catharine only recently joined our group. She is as powerful as Alyce and myself, although she hasn't realized it yet. She isn't as big into the magick side of everything, but I'm working on getting her to realize that past lives and magick go hand in hand. Now you know almost everything. As I blog I will tell you more.

Each time I blog, I will try to tell you one more thing about myself, that may or may not be completely irrelevant. So at this time, I will say: My entire name is five names long. How many do you have???


~~Blessed Be~~